BadPoet

Abigail

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Me And The Mach 3 by BadPoet, literature

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Me And The Mach 3

I can be found in the shower, gazing at the lonely razor watching it for over an hour wondering if it's as lonely as I I've become good friends with him his triple blade, and my smooth skin wonder what it would be like to meet, skin to blade just a little here a little more there braving to go farther deeper, till my eyes are filled with tears and the blood appears and trickles down my arms and washes down the drain all my wishes, wants, and fears....

No Existence by BadPoet, literature

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No Existence

There's nothing left everyone's away no one to talk to, no one to turn too my soul's breaking down tearing from all the pain can't go one night anymore without soaking my pillow with tears or is it wet with the blood I shed the blood from my ragged wrists? Or is it the sweat from straining to burn your heart into my chest? I can't take this anymore you're killing me inside pulling down the curtains that hide the hideous scars of what's happened inside my soul believe that it's true I will always be in love with you

ARH I dont know by BadPoet, literature

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ARH I dont know

Everyday, all the time told it's just a phase you don't quit images that won't erase Hurt me, heal me, understand where I come from See me, touch me, Understand I can't take it I'm about to break this it's not that hard to tell your lies behind my back or to my face c'mon now, be original at least try to make me believe it this time to make me think you'll change Hurt me, heal me, understand where I came from See me, touch me, Understand I won't take it I'm about to break this You're souls gonna rot cause it's grown acustom oh yea, only time you need me is when you need to come feed me broken promises to get me in bed

Fuck Popularity by BadPoet, literature

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Put Me To Rest by BadPoet, literature

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Put Me To Rest

Nothing more than lust not gonna throw away these last few precious months for something that's just a dream Or could it ever be just you and me? Nothing and no one in between please settle my mind and put my heart at rest for I can't compete anymore among the losers or the best Am I just a girl one amongst the hundreds to fall to their knees and do everything to please you and everyone that surrounds your existance

For Granted by BadPoet, literature

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For Granted

Who knows how long we'll go on like this stealing back and forth each and every little kiss Holding on to what we think is strong Wondering why it's so hard to get along Cause every day I take, I take, you for granted I rip your seed up from your soil and everyday I seem to think that you're love will be replanted Well I've changed somehow somehow realized that all the things you do is more than meets the eye Jeremy, I love you!

Holding It All by BadPoet, literature

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Holding It All

Gather them all together don't let any part slip away cradle them inside your hand and treasure them with all your heart I gave them to you trusted them in your grasp I couldn't hold them any longer I knew it couldn't last Once their all safe and contained you ask me once again What exactly it is you hold I think carefully before you are told What I gave you was what was left of me inside bits, pieces, and parts of all my broken hearts *A.Cross

Down So Low by BadPoet, literature

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The Other Side to Suicide by BadPoet, literature

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The Other Side to Suicide

I'm not the kind of person that stresses suicide and yet I think about it all the time but not in that "No one cares about me, I think I'll kill myself" way more of a curious thought I wanna know what happens when life's done mine isn't bad and I don't pity myself but I wanna know People preach that life will get better well, what's the point of living if the life after was already better what's the point of living this one anyway? to be born, grow up, grow old, then die your life only matters to the generation after and I keep wondering and wondering if what happens after this human soul is deceased could be easier than

Returning Hate by BadPoet, literature

Never Back Off by BadPoet, literature

Deeper Then You Know by BadPoet, literature

Things I wish I didn't see by BadPoet, literature

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Things I wish I didn't see

He murdered the little boy, down my street. He tried to run, tried to scream, but he was too strong. Slit his throat, and the little boy's life was gone. The twisted features of his face, constantly runs through my mind is with it's embrace The next day he made me watch as my friends gang raped a 6 year old. Her terrorized cries and weak attempts to be freed rang throughout my ears. Blood flowed freely, down the front of her flowered dress.

Life's a bitch as we all know by BadPoet, literature

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Life's a bitch as we all know

Seeing what you did to me I needed to retaliate Wanting you to feel my hate You wanna fuck with me? You're too late More time it takes To get underneath me Try to bring me down Make me cry and think What am I worth, why don't I end it? Too bad, motha fucker You lost Cause I'm strong Stronger than you know Stronger than anyone knows And in the end You will be the one who's fallen Underneath my skin You convince yourself to get You try and try But you hit a force field The wall I've built As the earlier times came and went Words will not explain How I plan to destroy Your conscience I will creep in and set a clock Yo

Counting Down by BadPoet, literature

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Counting Down

Unaware of what's around me Reaching out to nothing Needing no stability Not going to force through Unsure of what's going to be Unless you're there for me Grinding forces, tear apart Any sanity I ever held Ticking away the time Seconds left before I break Unaware of what's in front of me Feeling the unwanted presence I am losing The battle I seem to never win Gazing into the darkness I crumble and fall Giving in and giving up Yes, the enemy inside me has won

Left out by BadPoet, literature

In Your Eyes by BadPoet, literature

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Ash to Ash by LordOfSenses, literature

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Ash to Ash

Today, like any other day Is a day to be reckoned, Pain veers a little to the left of me heart, Pinning me to the wall. I struggle as though it mattered, A broken glass, My dreams shattered, Never to know why… People come and go, I was brought and taken, Blood in the snow, The time of majesty. A single drop of wine lay cuddled Next to the fire, Warm and contented As my flesh turns to ash.

Erosion by hempingway, literature

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Erosion

Everything erodes my friend, From guilt to pain to pride. If everything erodes why then, Am I afraid to die? Erosion sometimes happens slow, But sometimes takes no time. It melts the earth, and makes sand blow, Dissolves your heart and mine. Hate erodes, but so does love, If left to weather storms. The rain can fall from up above, or waves can wash ashore. There was a time when, What I thought was, That we'd never fade. But now the time comes, When I've got to, Be more than just a slave...

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Dancing by Nekrad, literature

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Dancing

Time to move it to the dance floor, Feel the beat, the adrenaline, The movement, the music There's just too many people in this world, Get up right now, Cause no invitations' needed, We're gonna break into the night, Sending all our problems away Dancing, Come and bring it on, Moving to the funky beat, It's time to live up your life Time to let yourself loose, Let go of that leash, Just forget about everything, Cause we're never gonna stop, Till the morning light

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United States
Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: Minot AFB, Minot North Dakota
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Skin of choice: My own...
Favourite cartoon character: The Pink Panther
Personal Quote: "A man sees with his eyes, a woman sees with her heart"

Favourite Visual Artist

Jenny and her Anime!

Favourite Movies

Practical Magic

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Finch, Puddle Of Mudd, Coheed & Cambria, Thrice, Straylight Run, Taking Back Sunday, GlassEater

Favourite Writers

Loreena McKennitt

Favourite Games

"Halo 3"

Favourite Gaming Platform

X-box 360

Tools of the Trade

My mind and a keyboard

Other Interests

The Air Force, guitar, sports, especially hockey and snowboarding, driving and fixing cars.

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BadPoet

Sep 15, 2011

Growing Up

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Wow, as I read over the last entries, I realized just how much I've grown up and what a pathetic, little emo girl I was haha. Life is pretty grand right now. I'm single, bought my own home, still in the Air Force, am in love with a married man (lol just kidding), have a nice truck, 1 dog and 2 kitties. I've been married, I've been divorced, I've had my heart broken more times than I can count but I've also made a huge stack of fantastic memories and met some of the greatest people I know. My sister and I don't talk anymore. Last time I knew she was thinking about getting married. My mom died November 17th 2009. Sucks a lot because I still thi

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BadPoet

Mar 18, 2009

More Changes

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Last time I wrote I thought I was happy but I made the biggest mistake of my life. Got married and divorced since the last time I wrote. Wow, it's crazy how life is and how quickly things change. I'm still in North Dakota, but I'm happy. Hopefully moving out of the dorms soon. Family is still crazy and I never talk to Krista anymore. Talked to Kurt a few days ago. That was weird... can't believe his poor brother died. My god, we were all so close. Again, crazy how life goes.

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BadPoet

Oct 29, 2008

Holy shit..

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I haven't wrote here in like 3 years and as I read over my old posts, it makes me miss high school and think of how much things have changed. I am now currently in the Air Force and have been for almost a year. I am stationed in North Dakota and I've been having the time of my life. I work on cruise missiles which is 'effin sweet and I have the most amazing boyfriend, Dustin. <3 It's so crazy how things change.

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Starluscious

Aug 27, 2005

Muah!!!!!!!

darling

Thanks for stopping by
take care girl
Enjoy the photos honey
Dan and I are happy to be your friends
again have a

ly night
on behalf of my young self and Dan
Best regards to everything always

SonicLife

Feb 17, 2005

thanks for the watch! as soon as i get the time ill check on your writting...see ya!

dreadz

Oct 29, 2004

remember me
new account due to some unknown hackers
rememeber the support and respect I gave you?
i'ts your friend Dan
or friend to be Dan
how are you?
could you return the support sometime?

okrandomguy

Mar 29, 2004

hey, would you mind going to my gallery and checking out my one poem there.. Tell me what you think about it.. (need some expert advise) Thanks!!!

rhabet

Mar 26, 2004

Hye, thanks a lot for the fav!

devgre1010175

Mar 26, 2004

Hey! Thanx for the kind words! Your work isn't to shabby either!

Keep it up!

BadPoet

Mar 22, 2004

Thank you to all! You give me the self esteem to keep writing and trying to get better.